Not Feeling It

I really don’t feel like typing today.

I decided though that when I set my mind to something though, that I need to stick to it and not just give up because of a little bit of fatigue.

It was quite interesting today.

It’s been almost 3 months since I talked to her and today she called. How she acted when she was here in December had me upset, but none of that came out during the conversation.

She told me that she, as of yesterday, had signed up for match.com site and today had received a text from some Russian guy. Also that she gave away her dog.

I kind of feel that she is just using me because she has no one else to talk to. Not sure if she feels sorry for how she acted or what when she was here.

At this point I really, to be frank, don’t care.

She has to give in account to God for her actions and why should I waste my time being upset with her about that? I guess I’ve been putting things into perspective.

Life is much too short to stand around arguing about things that in the end don’t really matter.

There is no point standing around trying to give life to something that Jesus himself has cursed.