I Give Up

Today was a hard day.

I verbally admitted that I wanted to give up. *sigh*

Give up the relationship with my ex husband. We are trying to reconcile.

Moved into an actual boyfriend/girlfriend from just friends.

Lord help me.

It hasn’t been easy. Then I am shocked to learn that he had a potential other baby on the way.

Talk about knife to the heart. 🥺I’d gotten used to all the others. Even began researching adoption for his 2 boys, but definitely not expecting that.

I believe though that God has given me discernment regarding the situation. Sometimes though I begin to doubt?

Guess we’ll see.

Forgive me Lord. Gonna go spend some time in the word.