So Good

I love you Lord. You are so good. Even when I don’t understand. Thank you for protecting me, my family, my friends.

Thank you for being in the midst Lord. Thank you for providing for us. Giving us what we need. For working everything out for our good. So much to be thankful for Lord.

Lord I know you know, but I’m in love. I know there’s no greater love than you.

Thank you for healing my heart to be able to love and trust again.

From the beginning I knew. I was dressed nice and although I love my hair natural, I’d thought it really wasn’t possible for a man to.

Since the beginning, he has openly expressed his approval for me.

All of me.

Just as I am.

How beautiful is that?!

I love that Lord. Same way you love me. As I am.

Teach me Lord as I grow in you and learn your direction towards my awesome future in you! I love you.

(Notes on the page…)

What makes me feel close to my man?

hugging

being acknowledged

given respect (showing/matter)

affection without wanting sex

spending time together, me and you

seeking me out

(Later that night…)

I’m learning how to communicate. Learning how to understand what I feel. I was so tempted to do like I usually do and just bottle up my feelings. I felt rather unappreciated today. Didn’t really seem to match what happened, but I didn’t deny the feeling.