Say Yes

Lord

Thank you for leading me even when I feel I’ve lost my way.

Thank you for your word in which I am able to pull your promises and truths to be able to continue on my journey. Thank you that I can trust you.

When I don’t know what to do you still lead me.

When it doesn’t make sense or I feel like I’ve disappointed you, you still love me and lead me in the right direction. Right now and earlier I have been really emotional. Not releasing tears, but emotional. I really wanted to help him out. We both have needed an oil change for some time and I realized I have the Firestone Card which has a usable balance. I know he doesn’t have a lot of funds available and confirmed that he still hadn’t gotten it done. He came right over and we went and got it done.

I thought he was gonna leave right away, but we sat for about an hour and a half or so talking, listening to music in his car. He opened up to me.

He’s been doing that a little more each time we see each other. I’m praying that clarity is given when it comes to wanting a relationship with him. My mind hasn’t changed from before when I wrote about before we got together. I still believe it as I wrote it.

I know how I am and unfortunately sometimes I continuously ask God to show me repeatedly on a subject so I can ‘be sure’. Sad I know lol. Just like that man in the bible. When he asked God to make something dry and the other thing wet. And then again just to be sure. I’m doing that again. I gotta find it so I can read the story again.

Gideon! Judges 6. Did not realize it was Gideons story. Thank you Lord.

Well I must do my girls hair for tomorrow. School just started back after winter break. Getting myself in the habit of doing their hair more often as well as mine so it won’t mess up and get damaged.