Holding On

Guy.

You’ve been so embedded in my mind lately. I love you like I can’t explain. We are so different. I’m not sure what the end result is for us, but I do know I’m just gonna trust God in this. I just want so much to love you. I seem to be good at doing it my way, but I want to love you like you need to be loved. I know I could if you’d let me.

God. Please help me in dealing with this situation. His ways, his thoughts, his love is so different from what I’m used to and something I’m not familiar with.

He is so fragile Lord and I know you love him just like you love me. Help me represent you well. I want to represent you and your plans for my life and not depend on others to show me the path and direction for my life.

I’ve prayed to remove it. I’ve proactively ended it. I don’t want what you don’t have for me Lord. I know you are leading and directing me.

So for however long I am blessed to have him in my life Lord show me what I am to do. I love you so very much Lord and only want to please you.