That’s Odd

You know.

When things are going a certain way and for some reason something odd comes up and you decide to pursue that avenue instead of just leaving it alone?

Yeah that would be me a couple days ago. I haven’t spoken to him in two days.

Something came up which I’ve already expressed on a previous day. Last time this happened we didn’t talk about the same time frame.

When I told him I looked him up online.

Because of how he felt about it, I haven’t felt this time he would communicate with me again. I try not to be negative. Really I do.

I do know this, that I won’t be communicating with him until he first communicates with me. I will not beg or act as though I am.

I will continue to pray for him of course. I do love him.

Love is hard. Really is.

You gave the perfect example Lord.

Thank you.

Thank you for helping me. Hearing me. Loving me in spite of.