Promises
Self Reflection
What am I doing to prevent me from having what I want?
not speaking up for myself
having expectations not parallel to the situation
not putting forth enough effort
holding back when it doesn’t seem right, ie. relationships not aligning with a typical seeming ‘Christian lifestyle’
In about 5 months I will be 36 years old. There is so much I feel unqualified for. So many things I feel inadequate to accomplish or be.
For example:
I want to be a wife. I don’t know how to properly be that! I struggle with just being in a basic romantic relationship.
I want the boy I was promised. His name is Malik. I struggle with the 3 I have now.
I want to own/operate my own business. Most of my life I’ve done what was told or asked of me. Do not have experience running my own business.
I don’t understand but…
I can do all things through Christ that strengthens me.